LiFe In TwO WOrLdS

So this is me sitting in my room frustrated, angry, depressed and lazy. I mean some times I wonder what a fluctuating personality I have, always either high or low never in between. On the table , steel notes and on the bed is my laptop..facbook..gmail..whatsapp..all the pseudo shit with all the pseudo people showing how fucking their life is in a way better than others and how much they care for you.Even their congratulation seem nothing but hollow.And still I turn up to them always. Certainly I have figured out there are only a few who cares what should  be u doing and how the fuck you feel and still its stupid for you to think that they will be feeling the same as u do for as long as u feel the same. I mean they can see the shoe isn't fitting but they cant feel it. In a way people have let me down, even God has let mein down. And time to time I have realized that in time of need only one Hero has come up for me and that ass is...

A good article on budget analysis by OPINDIA, " summary of Union Budget " (click on the link above)

1) coal block allocation is reverse allocation (for power sector) , that is base price is fixed and lowest bidder gets the block for electricity so they have to distribute electricity at lower prices and other sectors like steel etc will have normal auction that is base price is fixed and highest bidder will get it. But in UPA it was done bay discretionary machinery which allocated it and got zero money from it and UPA said it was zero loss allocation. 2) should OIL price be reduced as it is heavily fluctuating in international market? -there was a historical backlog which oil companies had and by this reduction in oil price in international market the oil companies have lost of about 30k crores.were to account for this and one thing more, the inventory loss itself is about 30k crore, so these companies wont be crushed ? 3) Land Acquisition hype:- When the act was made under UPA gov, this act had a section 105 ( scheduled 4) in which they had put put 13 pieces of sectors i...

●SMS alert to be introduced for train timings ●To introduce air-conditioned coaches for suburban trains ●Wi-fi to be available at 400 railway stations ●To revamp station redevelopment policy completely ●To have bidding system for redevelopment of stations ●To develop 10 satellite railway stations this year ●On-board entertainment facility could be extended on Shatabdi trains ●Mobile charging stations will be introduced general class coaches ●Wagon-making scheme to be reviewed to make it easier for private investment ●To improve cleanliness & design of bed linen ●All India 24x7 grievances helpline 138 to start soon ●7,000 more toilets to be replaced by Bio-Toilets, New toilets at 650 stations, more vacuum toilets ●Passenger travelling unreserved can procure a ticket within 5 minutes ●Mobile application to address complaints of people is also being developed ●Hand-held devices for ticket checkers for moving towards paperless tick...

Couldn't have put forth in a better way :- http://theoatmeal.com/comics/religion (click on the link above ) Atheism logic :- http://theoatmeal.com/comics/atheism (click on the link above )

In the words of God Buddha. “You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection”  Feeling  good about yourself is not a subject of other's opinion but your own .You will feel good and confident when you are mentally and physically in right shape.  But why I am saying these here ? I always wanted to be in good shape (for time being physically) but I am not getting time coz of some Independence but this post on quora really helped me makeup my mind.! http://www.quora.com/What-does-it-feel-like-to-go-from-physically-unattractive-to-attractive/answer/Amit-Makhija-8?srid=pyaO&share=1 Ps:- Dear blog I am promising you I will start working on it with my full devotion as soon as these hindrance are over and I wont stop.. :)

1) Learn Swimming. 2)Buy a new guitar and practice, get help from maggi. 3)A trip to leh and Goa. ( https://in.lifestyle.yahoo.com/20-road-trips-every-serious-indian-traveller-must-take-095709917.html ) 4) Join Gym lose weight. Don't miss even a day. Period.!!! 5) Get back in full fledged ambidexterity. 6) Ask Kirti for nice books to read. And and complete one per week,period !! 7) Travel and meet all college  friends.( Close ones) 8) Start some sensible blogging again. 9) learn cooking. 10) Try for jagriti yatra.